India

The Holidays were semi uneventful. I went home For Thanksgiving. My mother invited Jared over for dinner. Really mom??(!) Thanks for that awkward moment. Who's that you ask?? Well, he was my "High School Sweetheart" And everything that comes along with that awkward cliche. Plus more. . . It's a loooooong story, trust me I'm doing you a favor by not telling you. bla bla bla yada yada yada type of story. ;) However my mother has taken it upon her self to try and wed us before she dies (which I'm not entirely sure will ever happen).

Back to the story. . . It seemed to me that he was only there for politeness sake. That, and he and my brother decided in college there were BFFs. Charming story.

Yes, Sometimes I miss him. In fact i cry my self to sleep with a bottle of red wine. (bad, I know) but I know it was "unhealthy" and needs to be nothing but what it is.

I gave my mom that look which said "hello mother, I adore you and I know you mean well BUT not cool yo!!" She pretended she didn't see it and went on like nothing happened.

So, I played her game. Smiled, acted like nothing was wrong, Excused my self early and went to bed. Got up early the next morning and flew to India slightly numb feeling for some reason. First time in India. Interesting place. well, what I saw anyway. Took a train and walked around. This is what I saw.









Christmas was delightful. Loved being with the fam. Cozy cozy. My twin brother Clyde and I did our tradition of caroling together, I know its a little cheesy but I love it. Hes the best. Went to church for for the first time sense last year. It felt good. I need to go more. Couldn't stop hugging my pops. Hated to leave. sniff sniff.

Celebrated New Years with Jeremy, my favorite pilot, Just minutes after Everyone exited the plane to Indiana. Happy New Year. xoxo